Monday, 18 April 2011
Saturday, 16 April 2011
Life is just shit
Sorry ive not blogged for ages..my lifes been kinda full in a good way...ive spent loads of time with my best friend in real life and to be honest its been great doing that...but I'm guessing from now on I'll be back in the online world again.
Whats happened to me since my last post..i came out to my best friend from Uni days..he took it really well and said it made no difference to him whether i was gay or straight..i was so nervous telling him , but a huge sigh of relief once i had done it....
home life ..meh..i now live with a friend ..me and my wife are pretty clear thats how things are now..we'll just see how it works until i can sort everything properly
My blog was always meant to be an anonymous self contained thing which i could write anything on, however I opened it up to twitter friends which makes talking about things involving people that i know and my twitter followers know, very difficult...and i need to talk about it to someone....
In my whole life (all 40 years of it) there have only been two people who have truly known me...and i think ive messed everything up with one of them....
The one guy is 24, i met online has been a rock to me and i have been one to them, hes my 'brother' my best friend and i love him in the most platonic way possible...apart from when he had no internet in Spain, not a day has gone by in 10 months that we have not said at least hello to each other.
The second guy i only met 4 months ago...and quickly we became good friends..we both said we were best friends...we share alot of the same interests, likes,etc... we both genuinely like each other..however...theres more going on :( you all know who it is and i dont need lecturing about it. .and im gonna lose him as a friend if i dont do something
Whats happened to me since my last post..i came out to my best friend from Uni days..he took it really well and said it made no difference to him whether i was gay or straight..i was so nervous telling him , but a huge sigh of relief once i had done it....
home life ..meh..i now live with a friend ..me and my wife are pretty clear thats how things are now..we'll just see how it works until i can sort everything properly
My blog was always meant to be an anonymous self contained thing which i could write anything on, however I opened it up to twitter friends which makes talking about things involving people that i know and my twitter followers know, very difficult...and i need to talk about it to someone....
In my whole life (all 40 years of it) there have only been two people who have truly known me...and i think ive messed everything up with one of them....
The one guy is 24, i met online has been a rock to me and i have been one to them, hes my 'brother' my best friend and i love him in the most platonic way possible...apart from when he had no internet in Spain, not a day has gone by in 10 months that we have not said at least hello to each other.
The second guy i only met 4 months ago...and quickly we became good friends..we both said we were best friends...we share alot of the same interests, likes,etc... we both genuinely like each other..however...theres more going on :( you all know who it is and i dont need lecturing about it. .and im gonna lose him as a friend if i dont do something
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
